***DM THOUGHTS IN BOLD TYPE*** “You’re a dork.” WHO’S A DORK???? Jail, Christina? But, let me explain why this experience was sooo important, love. You are not embarrassed to post this? Why should I be embarrassed to post this? Everything I write in my journal/blog is the absolute truth. I could give a fuck what […]
There’s no mentioning of her dui or anything about a black feather in this post. Rather it’s just a conversation with here self about her fictional relationship with someone who is not involved with her in any kind of way . But I could be wrong about this but if I’m not wrong then wouldn’t this be some crazy shit !!!
I was in love with Christina Torres who was bipolar 2 and had a shit ton of trust issues. Due to her past relationships and also with personal experience in her early childhood that I'm wont speak on givin the personal and private matters that dont need to be told by me. It's not easy having to live with a mental illness and neither is loving someone who has a mental illness. The most frustrating part of have a loved one who has a illness is that they dont have any real idea about how they effected buy there own behavior and nothing that I can do is every enough. She only is ever thinking about herself and dosnt even realize how often that her focus about herself and her mod is actually having affect on to others. She cant control or prossecs her moods or fillings that she gets. And here illness causes her to have out of the blue mood swings and racing thoughts that she isn't able to filter through and process them correctly in order to have a rashinol and mature outlook about a situation that is causing her troubles at work or home or in life. She takes the feelings that she gets and takes thougs fillings as truth or facts about something she isnt even able to understand why she is crying or feeling sad about . And she applies this the her life and then now every time she is filling somthing about someone or something that it's now fact . With out any actual thinking or understanding or even speaking with or to the issue or person with the problem is with. Just think if every time you had a thought. And you reacted on it with out any thought about why or how or if you are mistaken or unclear . We probably should not have any close friends or lasting relationships or a close relationship with family. Are employment would be at risk as well. Why dosnt the person just take medicine insted of self medication with drugs alcohol and sex which will all end up making things more fuvked up for them . She clames to have physic powers well I dont but I can say this if she continues ignoring here mental health she is going to become lost homles jobless and talking to herself just like we all have seen these people living like because they dont want to take meds or listen to loved ones .
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Welcome to my very blunt and candid journal documenting the crazy, but true, happenings a newly woke starseed goes through on their way to the discovery of unconditional love. Explicit content & language are among some of the goodies lurking throughout. Please enjoy the first twin flame journey as depicted by one of the least woo-woo human beings on Earth.